spend almost the whole day in sports hall today

cooked dinner in the student kitchen

hard time finding those fcuking utensils & plates, bowls, fork & spoons...but none was found

me & CS had to use the same and only one stir-fry ladle in the entire kitchen & it was hard time

feeling cold the entire cooking process & I on all the stoves just to get the heat out of them & held our hands over the pot of steaming vegetables
all because there was also no fcuking heater in the ginormous student kitchen

Dhiren was sick & had to wear CS's jacket even when he was wearing 3 layers or his own jackets...

freezed our ass off while eating our cooked meal

me & CS & others shivered while holding our spoons trying to ladle the food

the food turned cold only after a while

somehow or rather we kept chatting & laughing

me & Ken kept eating so not to waste food

in the end Lynus, Alax, Dhiren, Raymond & a few others washed the dishes while i ran back to E-house to have a long hot shower & that felt gooooooooooodd
thx guys XD

shared chocolates with my roommate

had quite some fun today :)

hope you'll have a safe trip back to KL mami, love you!

school starts, or should I say College..starts..

wah still not use to changing *school* --> *college*

and soon it'll be *college* --> *University* XS

time passes really fast & one thing for sure I miss home very very VERY much!

i miss everything, my home, my family, my mom, my brother, my friends! my room, my bed, my plushy toys! my dog, my house TV, the food, the weather, the jog, the driving! my high school, my bathroom....aaahhhh thers so many that i miss!

sometimes I really feel like crying out missing everything, leaving for UK means leaving all the bad pasts behind me & starting a new life here in college

I'm really scared i can't cope with my studies, & the most I fear is failing to get to know new friends & teachers, I'm so scared I'll be left out & being alone all by myself

I'm starting to get use to the cold weather over here in UK but i think CS is still having trouble breathing when doing sports in this cold weather...hope he can get use to it

One more thing is that the phone line here sucks like shit & crap! I only get like 1 bar in my room max 2 bars..

& the internet connection really sucks! I already *investigated* that everytime 9.50pm-10.30pm the internet surely jumps, thts y my MSN keeps going on & off pff~

started Bio lessons today & guess wat, i cant understand a word she says, & i definitely wont call that teaching

she treats us like kids & shows all the sign movements expecting us to answer, & we wonder whether she'll keep doing the hand movements til we answer but if we don't? that'll definitely b a laughter XD

for example a hole in the heart
Dr. Bonella : thers a mixture of blood when theres a... *holds her 2 hands up curling the thumb & the 2nd finger, sth like the OK sign*...
a moment of silence, well maybe not a moment...
Andy : hole?
Dr. Bonella : correct!
me : look to the left, =.="

and she has this french or italian accent which i cant understand, and when she talks she gets softer & soon her voice fades off, starting another topic WTH

& she doesnt even know like a LOT of scientific terms,
Dr. Bonella : ur body cells needs thing, thats why the blood gets things & gets rid of things
me : look to the right =.="

i dont even think i can call her "Dr." anymore

for maths? Mr. D.Evans just kept talking bout bananas, apples, pears and onions, interesting part is he says he's gonna teach us tomatoes, lemons, mangoes, passionfruits & many other fruits WTH
& he pronounce bananas as "benanaes" i cant help but kept laughing

I wished for time to pass slower for the last 2 years but now how i wish time will just go past faster every second but it doesnt seem to be happening

I can't wait to go home!

Extraordinary Measures

Old Dogs

Iron Man 2

How To Train Your Dragon

Brothers

Furry Vengeance

Cop Out

Knight and Day

The Last Song

Percy Jackson & The Olympians: Lightning Thief

Leap Day

Remember Me

Inception

Youth In Revolt

When In Rome

Shrek Forever After

Death At A Funeral

D13.Ultimatum

Daybreakers

The Imaginarium of Doctor Parnassus

The Other Man

Did you Hear About The Mogans

SALT

The Lovely Bones

Sorcerer's Apprentice

Grown Ups

Funny People

Letters To Juliet

I Love You, Man

To Save a Life

Spy Next Door

Beastly

Greenberg

Me And Orsen Welles

Wonderful World

The Road

Carriers

Law Abiding Citizen

Frozen

Ricky

Everybody's Fine

Tron Legacy

Movie Time!

Everybody sees it's you

I'm the one lost of you

Everybody says we're through

I hope you hadn't said it too

So where

Do we go from here

With all this fear in our eyes

And where

Can love take us now

We've been so far down

We can still touch the sky

If we crawl

Till we can walk again

Then we'll run

Until we're strong enough to jump

Then we'll fly

Until there is no wind

So lets crawl, crawl, crawl

Back to love, Yeah

Back to love, Yeah

Why did I change the pace

Hearts were never meant to race

I always felt the need for space

But now I can't reach your face

So where

Are you standing now

Are you in the crowd of my thoughts

Love, can you see my hand?

I need one more chance

We can still have it all

[Chorus]

If we crawl(if we crawl)

Till we can walk again

Then we'll run (then we'll run)

Until we're strong enough to jump

Then we'll fly

Until there is no wind

So lets crawl, crawl, crawl

Back to love, Yeah

Back to love, yeah

Everybody sees it's you

Well I never wanna lose that feud

So we'll crawl (if we crawl)

Till we can walk again

Then we'll run (we'll run)

Until we're strong enough to jump

Then we'll fly

Until there is no wind

So lets crawl, crawl, crawl

So If we crawl (ooh)

Till we can walk again (till we can walk again)

Then we'll run (we'll run)

Until we're strong enough to jump (until we're strong enough to jump)

Then we'll fly (then we'll fly)

Until there is no wind

So let's crawl, let's crawl, lets crawl

Back to love

Chris Brown - Crawl

Steven Strait



Taylor Lautner


Steven Strait & Taylor Lautner

from my view i think they both do look quite alike & i once thought they were both related...

after i found out Strait is not Lautner...they're both definitely not related

& one thing for sure Steven Strait is WAY better looking & hotter than Taylor Lautner in every single view

why cant they put Steven as Jacob? i would rate the movie higher if Steven was in

Taylor Lautner? OUT!

Courage is a hard thing to figure.
You can have courage based on a dumb idea, or a mistake,
but you're not suppose to question your adults nor your coach or your teachers,
because they make the rules.
Maybe they know best, maybe they don't.

It all depends on who you are, where you come from,
that's why courage is tricky.
Should you always do what others tell you to do?
Sometimes you might not even know what you're doing.

Any fool can have courage, but honor.
That's the real reason you either do something or you don't.
It's who you are and who you want to be.
If you die trying something important,
then you have both honor and courage.

Hope for courage and try for honor,
and maybe even pray for the people telling you what to do to have some to.

This I dedicate to my dear 5 Dickens, love & always.