sick

this morning i was feeling a bit dizzy...but i thought it was juz morning sleepiness & it shud i shud be over it in school...

seems that things juz got worse, i can't open my eyes, tired, headache, body feeling cold, hands cold...was feeling a bit upset too..

during Add maths class i cudn't stand it anymore, i went to the infirmary & took 2 panadols...

nurse asked me better to go home & rest...

i went back to class to pick up my bags...classmates really care bout me, THX GUYS!
really felt touched when ying 'forced' me to sleep & rest a whole hour at home & when Richard suddenly came out from class when i was heading to infirmary shouting 'drink more water yea! (with his thumbs up)'
& of coz i 'thumbs up' bak at him :)

lied down on the infirmary bed, sophia was on the bed beside me, then her father came as soon as i lied down...

nurse covered the curtains, & i closed my eyes, for no reason i started to shed tears :S

not long enough my driver came & fetched me home...

as soon as i reached home, i felt the heatness coming in, started to sweat & feeling uncomfortable

i was having a fever...but not a serious 1 as it just started, luckily i ate the panadols nurse gave me, but i took another 1 when i got home & went straight to bed

when i woke up it was already 6+ XS when i came bak from school was just like er...1+?
OMG i already slept that long ><

i felt much much MUCH better, guess that LONGGGG sleep really did help

mom cooked fish bihun soup for me for dinner, saying fever cannot eat chicken wor...

dad was just staring at my food, his expression was like 'Wah, sick also got so nice food'
he wanted to steal some but i din let him :D

the heaviness in my head was gone & i feel much better now! hope i dun get sick again in school 2molo, but i'm feeling really lazy!

final's is really coming soon & i haven't even started studying yet, always open the book & think 'Aiyah 2molo only start studying la still got time'...& i repeat this EVERYDAY

guess i'm not gonna study at all if i continue thinking like dat...

now its 10:50 pm...still not sleepy yet after the LONG afternoon+evening sleep...so i think imma check out other ppl's blog then XD

Super'lilttle'man

sudaesh tied his P.E. shirt around Mr. Surish



Super'little'man!

failure

i've been trying to RUN off the sadness...

it did work a bit, but then it came bak gradually...

i've been trying to stay happy in school, but it seems that it only works a bit...

everyday the sadness grows...leaving me upset every second & wetting my eyes...

but i try to stay happy and keep a smile...not knowing how long it will last...

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not bad after all...but still upset

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for Richard

sry for the delay of the 'hand-stand' pictures of Richard...and some other pics 2

after the boy's swim...richard wanted to show off his new "Flying brown tudung" XD



his original FACE! haha..like a monkey ><



he was saying 'Hen Re'...which means very hot in Mandarin



HC dam yeng wei!


1st attempt of Richard's hand-stand (bleuk~...)







yi tang! ...pro...






2nd attempt (better lor... :P)




*clap hands*


wat happened after spiking in Volley ball



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well that's all i guess, hope i'm able to stop crying & not to cry in skool again 2molo, and think about the bright side :)
thx Steph for the small, cute & really meaningful note u gave me :)
thx Sheng nee, for always being ther for me :)
thx for the others who were also always ther for me, i really really appreciate it :)

...thx...


Video Time !!!

Andrew's retarded dance ><

......ring ring...........
"How Yan"

Me : hello?
HY : tessa a? my mom wanna ask dat whether soda bicarbonate & baking powder is the same..
Me : nop they're not
HY : they're not? then wat bout sodium bicarbonate & soda carbonate?
Me : yep they r..
HY : oic...wats sodium bicarbonate & baking powder? arent they the same?

Me : not really...baking powder is for erm...more for bakes ><
HY : oh..wait my mom tok to u
Aunty Siu Pin : Tessa? baking powder is for wat?
Me : well its mostly for bakes...(i noe it sounds ridiculously..obviously its for bakes ><)...but its diff wif sodium bicarbonate...
Aunty : Oh i c...ok la thx yea...bye
Me : bye!

few minutes l8r HY came to my hous to borrow some sodium bicarbonate...
went he went away, i started making choc-cornflakes..

freezed them & watched The Strangers...


...The Strangers.......

(mom said horror movies r stupid & useless)

4pm

took the choc-cornflakes out..put them in paper cups & delivered them to HY's house,he was baking too! :D






in return he gave me a tupperware of his cookies(but he said mostly its his mom's work..)
it was really yummmmmy...has the buttery smell :)
brought it home...& it started raining...so dark i thought it was 6 but its only 4:20...







Mom told me to come wif her to the prayer floor..which is the topest floor of my house...she said she wanna tell me sth (which din sound really right...)

went up, & she started holding my hands telling me things from the past...
i was only listening & i din even realized when i heard dripping sounds on the praying cushion & knew that i was crying,
mom cried 2...
we cried, we hugged, & she apologized...
i told her i understand & that it was ok

went downstairs to get a cup of milk
big bro came down too(after the whole day staring at the com) & i asked him whether he wants the thingi that i made earlier, & he said he dun mind but he wasnt so hungry
so i gave him 1 of the choc-cornflake
"EE, dun want! ...."and he gave me a smiley face & went bak upstairs
~pif,then i came bak up again to go on the com...

and that's wat happened 2day, til 4:59 pm

& on top of that, last nite my family started calling me Pei Xuen, not Tessa anymore ><
they said it sounded more original, especially my grandma

as usual...gyms on saturday morning....

came home around 1+ afternoon & was kinda tired...

bought 2 new CD's & watched one of them..which is Iron Man & Meet Dave
(altho iron man was long time ago but it oni came out)

i liked iron man very much...especially when Ravius equips it on Tony

after that continued sewing my mom's birthday present
(her bday was on 10th...& i noe its late!)

...fell asleep...

woke up around 7pm, went for shower...dinner

then i watched Meet Dave wif lil bro...it was OK but i still prefer iron man

the stupid Get Smart CD wudnt work..mayb cuz its a blue ray disk & my hous DVD player cant ply it
(stupid guy go n gimme blue ray disk ~pif)

final-yer exam is really coming soon, i know i shud be studying but i juz dun haf the mood to do it...
some how or rather i think i might be getting bad results for finals...

i'm juz too lazy!