this is the officially most suckiest birthday year ever, here's the sucky list of the suckiest things that happened on the suckiest day

1. super hot day & i sweated like shit

2. i wasnt in malaysia, i was in this stupid country called China

3. my purse was stolen with RM200+ in it

4. my luggage was stolen with all my souvenirs in it + my PSP

5. my mom wasnt really bothered with me

6. visited boring places

7. shitty lunch

8. worse dinner

9. SHITTY WORSE CAKE ever

10. SHITTY WORSE BULLSHIT CRAPPY hotel

11. pass 12am and not a single present

12. i hate China

13. stupid China

14. did i mention i hate China?

15. fuck China

I'm never gonna go China again, why does my birthday have to be celebrated in China fuck it

sad thing is, no presents D: i hate my birthday now

wow, my blog died there for a while x)

just 1 previous post i was blogging bout going bk to CC during easter,

now i'm bk in Msia again for the summer XD

time do pass fast..

hmm i'm finding stuff to blog about so i'll just find random stuff

my brother is currently plying L4D2 beside me with his fren..cheat cheat cheat the whole way

pff wats the fun then if u keep cheating...

there's a digital calculator on my RHS..

i'm staring at my phone on my LHS

theres a small scissors on my RHS in front of the dig. cal.

the wires around my laptop makes it looks like its gonna tangle up my com

i hate the bkground music of L4D2..

OOO now i hear online ppl plying on L4D2..

oh well :D

Do not say, “It is morning,” and dismiss it with a name of yesterday.

See it for the first time as a new-born child that has no name.

The best does not come alone. It comes with the company of the all.

Back to normal school days...

Back to normal waking up early days...

Back to normal washing up,

dressing up,

walking up to classes,

getting tired in btwn classes days...

Back to usual sucky CC food,

taking sandwiches asap during lunch,

'steal' as much fruits as possible days x) ...

Back to usual Saturday test on Saturday morning...

Back to only going out to town on Wednesdays & Saturdays...

Back to jogging on the tracks early morning...

Back to missing home & being homesick all over again D: ...

...this is why i didnt want to go home in Msia at first,

but being influenced by other class & housemates

i decided to go back on a last minute decision...

BUT the good thing is..

Back to seeing CC awesome friends...

Back to seeing Dr Wild's cute funny face with his beard,

not to mention his 'fragrant' odour x| ...

Back to running & waking up late for tutor registrations...

Back to running to lunch/dinner, especially dinner,

while making sure no teacher sees us...

Back to helping Averyl, Julie, Natalie, Hui Cin, Serena and my other housemates

pick up laundry on Mondays...

Back to 'fighting' with Michael,

altho we always schedule a time but didnt work out...

Back to studying in Library but ended up chit chatting with the others...

Back to helping Julie, Pawara steal bananas if the dining hall has..

Back to cursing the old lady in the dining hall bout how kiam siap and slow she is...

Back to asking Natalie & Julie to help me steal pears x) ...

Back to helping Jasper steal as much Blueberry muffins as possible...

Back to cursing on a Boys-early-supper week...

Back to sharing food with the others...

Back to sharing awesome delicious chocolates and apricots with Nat in her room at night...

Back to being the short kid & leaned against on by Ken & Shane again...

Back to decide whether to order Bamboo or not...

Back to cursing the wind (if there is)...

Back to sharing gossips with Averyl & Serena...

there are other wonderful happy times in CC & i'm looking forward to it, hoping to put my homesickness aside...

and by the time we all know, it'll be summer hols and all of us will go back home again :D

back to back movies today :D

both are equally good, i mean VERY good

I love this part XD

was tad bit confusing at 1st but it gets clearer as it processes

i expected When In Rome to be better than Shutter Island,

but turned out the latter was a bit better,

but both still awesome,

really worth watching :)

i find Josh Duhamel quite eye catching ;P

so handsome bah! x)

I visited Kuro yesterday :D

the moment i parked outside,

switched off my car engine,

I can already hear him barking!

so cutteeeeee

went in with my bro,

greeted by Shannen and her family,

of course i gave them some snacks & yummy chocolates from UK haha!

Kuro cant stop licking my toes

and jumping around like a maniac,

he wasnt that hyper last time when he was with me x)

& oh my gosh does his fur looks dam smooth and nice,

he's like a fur ball !!

floating fur ball !!

omg omg omg Kuro's SO dam cute!

Angel (their Shis Tzu) was soooo cutteee too!

haha her HUGE eyes really caught me,

but she looked lazy and tired and they say its her usual self x)

Angel's a year older than Kuro,

since May 2nd is Kuro's bday

he'll b 3 years old this year :)

..when Uncle Lee called for Hero,

well his new name since he went over

and he seems to be responding to Hero instead of Kuro

but i dun mind at all :D.....

Kuro doesnt seem to bother him

but just sit beside me licking me in every possible way...

OH but when uncle Lee calls for Angel and she walks over,

Kuro gets jealous and runs to Uncle Lee

making sure he gets the 'sayang' 1st instead of Angel

how rude of Kuro!

after getting adored Kuro runs back to me again XD

so this process kinda goes on and on and on...

til Kuro was tired and just laid on the carpet leaning against my legs,

yawning...

same goes for Angel,

she just hid underneath a wooden chair,

leaning against the legs of the chair below Aunty Michelle

SNACK TIME! well dog biscuits actually...

Angel had really good appetite

whereas Kuro is more of a less snacky dog but he still snacks..

Angel kept staring at my hands holding the biscuit,

both large sparkling eyes following the biscuit

her expression was so dam funny & cute!

Kuro kept jumping up and down,

standing sitting standing sitting...

they did a few tricks i told them to and i gave them the biscuit

& heres the interesting part...

ANGEL SWALLOWS THE BISCUIT!

like srsly swallows them!

...& y didnt i believed this when Janice told me XD

and Kuro was still munching and biting his biscuit while Angel already had her 2nd and 3rd...

swallowing every biscuit thru her way haha!

we took a few pics and this time Kuro manage to stay still,

not like the past he always move around like he's got ADHD or sth..

i really cant wait to come back and visit him again during the summer hols

Spring! u better end faster! >:|

sleeping from 1am - 6am

then from 8+am - 1+pm

after that, if lucky, tho usually, 4+pm - 7pm

..and it goes on and on and on and on...

its not jet lag,

just me and my precious sleepiness :)

It isn't because of blood related you love someone, but it's the heart and soul you love for.

easters exams over, Happy? Sad?
well i think the sadness kinda overwhelmed my happiness more..
basically cuz i did really really super bad for my easter exams, dammit..

OH WELL on the happy side i'm going bak to my REAL home tmrw!!
well plane tmrw but home the nex day but still! :D
cant wait to see everyone bak in Msia!

so much have been happening lately,
been controlling myself by switching off my laptop for the past 2 weeks cuz of exams,
so many to blog!
but mainly just one thing,
earthworms!

Is it Spring yet?
cuz I see a lot of fat,
juicy,
round,
elongated,
wriggly,
pink,
shiny,
wettish look earthworms lying around the ground,
everywhere, and i srsly mean it,
EVERYWHERE!

yet still the stupid ignorant wind wont seem to go away,
weather's getting colder again
& weather forecast predicted there'll b snow this week?
wow UK u really amaze me

OK back to earthworms...

so a few days ago the sun was out,
the wind was normal,
the clouds were white and fluffy,
the grass were green and flowers bloomed,
the day was lovely and me, Natalie & Julie was making our way to the dining hall for lunch,
having a nice 'ZUZZAMMEN' chat,
little 'covalent' bonding time,
until i initiated a topic on earthworms

me : eh, u guys realized theres like a lot of earthworms on the ground these days?
they're like everywhere! but some cut into half d lah
Julie : EEWWW
nat : oh really? i dont see leh, eh wait i think i saw one
Julie : i hate earthworms, but i like to see caterpillars they're cute
me : YEAH! the way they crawl and the way they eat the leaves so cute!

walk...

me : but i thought earthworms can like regenerate?
Julie : only within 3 hours, cuz i read from the internet b4
nat : oh wow really?
me : really? i didnt noe that too!

as usual, full of curiosity nat

me : their body sections are like everywhere, poor earthworms..
OH this morning i saw one wriggling on the ground
and i picked it up and threw it bk into the grass,
i hope i did the right thing
Julie : y?
me : cuz that earthworm may be wanting to cross over the road to the other side of the field,
so if i put it bk to the original place then i'll b doing a bad thing,
the earthworm needa crawl all the way bk again XD

Julie laughing AGAIN, as usual from planet Zorg XD

nat : so many earthworms, wah the birds really gonna have a good meal
me : HAHA yea hor!

Julie laughing again...

nat : poor earthworms under the sun, kena burn d...
me : *pointing at a puddle* got some in the water also, no actually a lot!
nat : er yer, wah the birds really have combo meal,
got BBQ one also got

Julie still laughing, but louder

me : HAHA yea yea then got in soup one also got(the ones in puddle),
raw one also got(from soil),
fresh from grass also got,
fried one also got (the ones on the road under the sun almost dried out)

Julie laughing like hell now..

nat : haha...omg..

after the first time struggling to wear the piece of orangy, glittery, sequincy indian cloth..
or the purple tight chinese costume and too long pinkish skirt...

...to taking up just 30 seconds to change from chinese to indian costume at the backstage..

make up-pers busy making up for the dancers and hair-do's...

Ken editting the song for indian dance and chinese dance...

some ppl keep missing practices (like me XS) in the beggining..

some ppl complain bout the dance moves,
too sexy? too seductive?

some ppl just dont wanna dance

Jia Hui being so so SO stressed up...

got screwed up comments from Kokinnos for the first audition.. (sry Jia Hui)

Jia Hui scolded a few ppl,
re-choreographed the whole dances with a whole new different song
(which i admit sounded more indian than Benny Lava)

re-choose the dancers as some doesnt wanna dance & put them as backstage ppl,
mainly to help dancers buy groceries in town XD

got SO much help from Karthika even when she's busy helping singapore society
thank you so so soooo much karthika!

nvr waste any minute
(well maybe a FEW mintutes, ok fine a few couple MORE minutes..we're Msian's kay watdya expect)
in practices right after preps

brought snacks over during practices, ordered Bamboo for dinner,
ran to dining hall for supper..

resting times, chips,biscuits, chocolates, chats,
camwhores, singings,
disapearance of some ppl like *hint hint* Sabah? XD

falling sick & losing voices...
cold & flus..
sorethroats & headaches...

...to celebrating Natalie Lau's birthday in one of the performances,
tho Jufri didnt really 'paid' for the 15GP M&S cake?!
dam i shudda went to M&S that day XD

finally whole new dance moves done in just 4 days
super hard work especially Jia Hui & the others,
now for the 2nd audition...

good comments from Kokinnos!
but still needa change a bit,
so Ken was added in indian dance..
as a solo Bango drummer XD
chinese dance changed a few moves

Ken was awesome with the drums..as usual,
especially with his new 'grown' italianno moustachio~ & the super cooL sunglasses

first full-dress rehearsal accompanied by tens of nervous fast heart beatings,
praying not to forget any moves and embarrass ourselves in front of the audience
tho there's a few mistakes..
it still turned out great!

tho the 4 front indian dancers didnt turn out on stage at first for the first full-dress rehearsal since we're still changing backstage
& the song plyed while i was STILL half-naked?
but we danced for the 2nd round as Shane saved it! (by requesting for a repeat play)

got a few comments but we're Msians,
we're willing to change for the better

1st performance was awesome!
tho the audience wasnt so lively we were so proud of ourselves,
especially the 4 front indian dancers,
we really had enuf time to change
so much thx to Karthika & Tumi for lengthening the MC time just to giv us time to change

...and so was the 2nd, 3rd & 4th performance!
all was great!!

last performance accompanied by singing songs including Negaraku, camwhoring/Kenwhoring,
throwing humans in the air, eating Bamboo,
watching HardGay, plying L4D2, talking cantonese? , eating fortune cookies...

it was all great and fun times,
tho practices could be hard and annoying at some times,
thinking it's just practice taking away our study times...

but nevertheless it was the practices that gave us all the bonding time,
bringing everyone closer and those had brought back the smiles and laughters

It was srsly a great, awesome & tremendous achievement.
MSOC I LOVE U!!

great thx to all the performers & dancer,
Jia Hui & Ivy for make up and hair-do's!!

Msoc indian dance :
http://www.facebook.com/home.php?#!/video/video.php?comments&v=1359292656487

Msoc chinese dance :
http://www.facebook.com/video/video.php?v=1360648570384

forget about it... A levels are more important now... B+'s for Bullshit... NIA!! XD

so me, Julie, Natalie, Jasper, Jufri, Shu Li & Hui Cin joined the Burnell walk today..

it started at 2pm..few others signed up but they didnt go

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first we walked some uphills, then the story goes

walk pictures music walk chat stop cars go
Julie : eeww horse shit
Natalie : WOW, but y are they like in a row?
laughter...

pass by trees
Me : l8r suddenly we hear 'ppaaaaa-wwwaaaa-rrraaaa', tarzan pawara swinging on the trees
Jufri : too many thorns la these trees
Me : then he'll go 'pppaaa-OUCH-wwwaaaa-OUCH-rraraaaa-OUCH'
laughter...

airplane flies by with the engine sound
Jasper : WAH
Natalie : WOW (takes out camera and snaps a shot)
*nat & jasper with fascinated faces*

walk pass sheep
Me : eh sheep! with the cock eye stare!
everyone goes in front the sheep
Natalie : WOW (goes right in front of the sheep, takes out camera)

walk walk walk
Me : nat, u seem to be fascinated with everything..
WOW this WOW that & nex thing u take pics of it XD
laughters...

walk into small shortcuts w/o stiles
everyone : omg, soft muddies...

walk pics walk pics
jasper : i'm tired
Natalie : i dont think we're even done no. 1 yet
(theres an itinerary showing sequence where we will be walking)
laughter...

walk walk walk

i started putting on my earphones listening to music
Jasper kept checking the itinerary, think he keeps checking which no. we're at
Jufri & Hui Cin kept taking pictures
Nat & Julie kept talking and laughing

The farms reeally do have wide huge fields
Me : Natalie can do her Sound Of Music here d
*Nat dances across the field, turning a few times*
wth =.=

walk walk walk...

Jasper : I'm hungry
laughter...
Julie : u can chew on the grass
Jasper : i'm omnivore
Julie : have a balanced diet

then i saw some shotgun casings.. since its hunting season, kinda cool

we walked on a huge field, everyone in a horizontal straight line
Me : everyone's like in a straight line, reminds me of those MV scenes
especially westlife & backstreet boys
Natalie : oh yea! uptown girl, she's been living..
Jufri joins in the sing-along
Me : ....in-com-pleeeettteeeee, empty, spacesss....

walk walk walk
Jasper : haih, so hungry

walk walk walk
we went thru a small cutting and then we arrived in Burnell house where Jasper's dorm is
Jufri : so wat u guys gonna do later
Jasper : EAT!
laughter..
Natalie : go sports hall!
Julie : yea!
Me : sleep

.....

Jufri : wat u guys gonna do?
=.=

& i went back and sleep :D which is after this post :)

I'm so happy i cleaned my laptop

It's like shining to me now :D

wash wash wash
wipe wipe wipe
shine shine shine!
clean clean clean!
:D :D :D

Me likey Ken's new moustache XD

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pump it Gary pump it!
haih u still suck my socks Gary

*shivers from cold and nervousness*

*Matsuri song starts playing*

I can see maddy & serena dancing..ok now averyls' moving forward, shit..

*pray pray pray*
pls dont get tangled up!
pls dont get tangled up!
pls dont get tangled up!!!

smile smile smile!!!
not the floor the audience! y am i such an idiot..

left hand behind the back, dont tangle up pls ribbon pls, thank u

stupid light so bright, cant even look at the audience properly,
oh nvm at least i can see Kavita XD jk jk

ok now coming to the line, dont step on averyl's ribbon! ok good good...

OK hop out to the back stage now!

WHEW!
OMG RUN TO THE MUSIC ROOM NOW! SHIT!

...y the fcuk is this ppl doing in my way?!!! alamak y does it have to be now Y?! ZE MEH!!!

haiyo blocking my way wasting my time only..SHIT

omg lucky Shaun's already ther opening the door for me XD
thx Shaun!

shit jia hui & averyl already changing... Ivy help me T-T

shit shit shit the song start already!! shit shit shit! i'm still half naked! AH

omg stupid belt dun drop lah, STUPID SARI !

FCUK almost ending part of song d!! SHIT! aiyah dun care la
*running out of the music room sari still unfold, dropping down to my knees, pulling it up again, running towards back stage*

*pulls the sari across waist & to the front covering my belly >_< *

ok i'm already in backstage, now wat...jia hui pls dont show me the shocked face,
and pls dun tell me thats the ending of the song...fuck??

'Shane : er can please restart the song again? theres missing people, sorry.'

phew! Shane u saved the world...

*tik tik tik tik...song plays*
Ken hits the drums
*ringa ringa ringa...ringa ringa ringa...ringa ringa ring-ah ring-ah ring!*

smile to the audience, not the floor! haih forget it, i'm an idiot

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full dress rehearsals tmrw again...

I know i'm late but I think i'm in love with Harry Potter and The Deathly Hallows

I was basically staring at the last blank page of the last chapter (those who read it will know) for quite some time hoping words would pop out wishing the book never ended

then i went back to 'Nineteen years later' and re-read again, staring at the last blank page again hoping for the same thing

Shit now i'm missing it already, how can i miss a non-living book???
shit i think i have feelings for a book! AAAHH

Half term holidays are gone.. just a mere 4 days, never enough...

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Loving 'The Way Love Goes' by Lemar :)

Butter on both sides of halved-plain round burger bread

Toasted it on the heated non-stick frying pan

Fried 3 eggs.....

(bottom) one of the toast burger bread
(then) good amount of mayonnaise & sweet chili sauce
(next) half of fried egg
(furthermore) 2 thin sliced honey roasted ham
(afterthat) another good amount of mayonnaise & sweet chili sauce
(not final yet) 2 slices of sweet smoked paprika pepperoni
(finally) topped up the top part of toasted burger bread

my ultima yet simple sandwich.... x2!! yummmmmyyy!

+5 more laps around the track XD

Happy Chinese New Year & ....







Happy Valentines Day!

1s2 2s2 2p6 3s2 3p6 3d10 4s2 4p6 4d10 5s2 5p6 5d10 6s2 6p6 6d10 7s2 7p2

There, I named Ununquadium. er..I guess... XD

You don't love someone because they are beautiful, but they are beautiful because you love them.

-taken from Mr. Hawkins during assembly

Its been getting colder & colder these days..and i thought it was getting warmer since the weather isnt so depressing lately since the end of Jan..but wrong i guess??

end of Jan, weather not so depressing, Mr. Sun is finally out of his hibernation! used to get dark around 4.30pm, but now the sun's still around at 5pm..but still it gets dark by 5+pm, not snowing lately, so i guess its suppose to get warmer.. wrong!

the wind gets stronger every second it blows, the wind stays for around 5 minutes?? then it just stops, and comes again in like 10 minutes or so..the temperature is just pissing me off, today its 3'C, the next day it just decided to be moody and dropped to -1'C

Dr. Wild said if u're expecting any warmer than this during summer, u'd better off back to ur own hot burning country...
it shocked me how the weather was only up til this temperature, but then he said summer, spring shud be hotter right?

and the dining hall, UGH! wats their problem actually, they're suppose to open the door for students at 6.15pm but they always open at 6.20+pm...srsly wats their problem?

for-the-dining-staf-information, it ain't nice waiting for u guys to open the door while us, yes us if u even treat the existence of us, STUDENTS have to wait in the freakin cold weather outside ur freakin door waiting for u freakin ppl to finish cooking the freakin tasteless unyummy freakin food, that aint nice at all. u think we enjoy it outside? wow! haha! its so fun and warm here outside! hahaha, continue continue! take ur own sweet time, assholes.

it pisses me off too when we queue outside, shivering our freakin asses off till all our asses are gone while u ppl are wearing short sleeveless shirts inside the dining hall, taking ur own sweet time arranging those stupid cups that is so so unnecessary and standing there, smiling, talking, laughing...that really pisses me off.

If it wasnt for those other students standing outside shivering their asses off too I would've throw a freakin dessert pies u made right in front of ur face, no wait.. make that the pies u made and those freakin how-i-wonder-u-cook-hard rice

AND TODAY! wth is wrg with u guys? dunno how to cook then cover up the smoke detector lar assholes. We're already freezing our asses off outside with empty growling stomachs encoring, and yet u stupid assholes decided to let the freakin fire alarm go off, HAHA so funny -.-
srsly I'd rather burn in the fire than wait for u assholes to take out the food, even the fire can keep my food warm, cook my food to the right flavour also..

use ur brains lah, summor let that old lady work with u guys. The famous Celine Dion is already singing so so loud in our stomachs yet u let that old lady serve us with that 'superfast' speed, WOHO! i'm impressed...

saw me sticking my tongue out in the CCTV just now?
yes thats me, u better remember that face u beeches.
the next time it'll be two middle fingers right at ur faces, beeches.

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I joined Spanish club today with Julie, Nat & Cybele...it was suppose to start last week but Cybele mistaken the timing..

ok so bla bla bla...
Hello : Hola, or the more formal one Buenas tardes
Goodbye : Adios
Thank you : Gracias

introducing yourself...
Hola, Me llamo ________ (name)
soy de _________ (nationality)
tengo ____ anos (age) diecisiete (17) dieciocho(18)
cy tu? (and you?)
Hasta el proxima tardes (see u nex tuesday)

then she handed out a blank map of latin america and started talking bout the countries...Colombia, Bolivia, Cuba, Brazil, Argentina, Haiti, Republica Dominicana, Mexico-Mejico, Chile, Panama, Paraguay, Nicaragua...ah i cant remember the others..

then she said Nicaragua got gorilla, then Julie started bursting out, as usual XD
then we started talking bout how Pawara's name is kinda connected to Panama & Paraguay, and how we teased him Nicaragua cuz he looks like gorilla or sth liddat i forgotten..
and we did called Pawara the names we learned when we saw him in the main hall after prep, and of course he show the 0.0?? face
Julie and I couldnt stop laughing when Pawara teased Cybele's surname Goh, he named it Gohrilla when Cybele teased his surname Soh, she named it Soh Po haha! its Soh lou tho

then funny part is here, the spanish teacher gave out another shet, its a music lyrics, in Spanish
Music title : Querte
Singer : Shakira

then she said since everyone knows Shakira cuz she's a mix of latin america she might as well skip the introduction of Shakira

i nvr really like Shakira tho, i nvr saw her real face either XD

ok ok the funny part, the spanish teacher translated the lyrics for us since its in Spanish..
it is lucky for you to live in the south
so i can tease about our distance
i climbed up Los Andes just to count his freckles
i want to live with you forever
bla bla bla
........

it is lucky that I have small breast
so he will not confuse it with the big mountains
...

then me and Julie, Cybele and Nat burst..
i wrote down the translation on that lyrics sheet and wrote beside (WTH!)

and then when the spanish teacher showed us the YouTube, there was this part where Shakira hold her breast and keep twirling her hands around it.
Me and Julie was like, 'this part this part! her breasts too small!'
then we laughed again

guess Spanish class is fun after all