Sunday, January 31, 2010


its a lonely day for me...since most/all my housemates is in Liverpool NOW enjoying themselves :(

but my parents kinda made it up :) they called me in the morning and we chatted for maybe 50 minutes? haha i chatted with my maid too!
and i asked her how to cook curry, soto ayam, tom yum soup...well she says she'll try to tell my brother whilst he type it down and e-mail it to me haha!

its 8pm over ther in Msia and they're eating dinner so 'good' timing my maid cooked my favourite dish, stir-fry chicken with basil! i'm so jealous T_T

was planning to cook bak kut teh with S,K,TT last night but it didnt work out..y leh..
1. TT had to go sumwher
2. Ken wanted to sleep
3. S was maybe lazy?
4. i was defnitely lazy
5. i didnt manage to buy ribs from ASDA, i think i spent too long in the japanese supermarket XD
6. student kitchen's kinda crowded
7. i bought McD's
8 & the most important. NO YAU CHAR KWAI !
9. no transport to any chinatown/anywher to get yau car kwai
10. no yau char kwai
11. no yau char kwai
12. still no yau char kwai

there's sun now...its coming out these days, hope its a sign of spring coming soon, weepi! but the radiator in my room is down again and its bbrrrcccoooollldd now! stupid radiator!
i'm the only sharing room and the only one who has to radiators AND the only one who has 2 windows in my house....but it seems my room seems to be colder than the others, wtf!

HAHA max just knocked on the window..dnt ask me hu he is find it out urself but dont bother, don b so ke po lah haha...

so right now i'm basically just rolling my eyes through my room, wondering wat to do, not really hungry yet but i'm dead waiting to try the new instant noodles i bought from the japanese supermarket ytd in town...got IndoMie also! the mee goreng one XD dunno whether it'll taste as nice as the ones in M'sia..

i jogged this morning and you know wat i was thinking of the whole way? Milo! i kept thinking of it i lost track how many laps i've gone :S

talking bout it i'm kinda tired now, so imma go sleep! like some of the students are doing right now :D

S u make me addicted to princess goong now >:(

Saturday, January 30, 2010

'sound of the piano ring' ......urgh alarm........only 6.35am? haih back to sleep....

'....ning....rning........orning........morning..................morning.......... *knock knock knock* morning!'
'wake up Tessa'
ok...puh 7.40am? another while more......

tang tang woke up earlier, she always does. I can hear her brush her teeth and blow dry her hair too, leaving the room earlier than me.

'sound of the piano ring, snooze' ...........ARG again! .........8.10am.....haih snooze lah...

'sound of the piano ring, snooze' ...........8.19am....ok wake up....

I dragged my body up my bed and leaned my head on the wall beside the window where the strong windy sound was heard.

I peeked out the window and the sky colour was still gloomy dark color like the ones around 6pm in Malaysia.
haih i miss M'sia :(

I forced my legs out of my overnight-warmed blanket with respect to gravity and reluctantly walked towards the basin with my eyes as tiny as Ken's, I barely watched my step but i was quite aware

I turned & took my hairtie on my study desk, tied a bun on my hair, turned back round and pressed on the hot pipe to get the water running.

I rinsed my face with the cold water running from the tap as it wasnt quite heated up yet so as to wake me up from my morning-blurness, my eyes came wide open instantly.

I washed my face with my facial cream and rinsed with the water now which was getting warm...then only I brushed my teeth, kind of a habit I guess...

wiped and dry my face with the blue towel my mother bought me from Boots before she left the last time she visited me in Concord.
...and that is always the moment where I always want to continue holding my towel by my face and just lie down on my bed, continue to sleep. But it was school days, so that moment never happened.

I put on my Vaseline lotion, which reminded me never to mistaken another 'gives natural-tan skin looking' lotion and don't ask why, I still have that stupid tan-looking skin on my hands and feet, lucky I didn't use it on my face......and dressed up.

..8.33am...well there's still a bit time left, and I remembered Serena texted reminding me to return her her £50, which in sad case no one found my lost £50 yet :(

I took £60 from my safe case and put it in my bag, grab my files and headed out E-H after locking my room door. shit drizzling? haih lucky I'm wearing a hoody.

I ran to my tutor room and Tang Tang was already there, in her white jacket that me likey :) the bell rang, well i wont say it sounds like a bell, more like a bright buzz, and Mrs. D.R. came in..took registration and talked....bla bla bla...........

The 8.50am buzz went off and we went out of tutor room (finally..) towards our respective classes with the first lesson of the day. ok so lessons went on......

the main thing i'm blogging this is because at 12.15pm it snowed, heavily with lil' flakes...accompanied by its best friend, the strong wind. And after roughly 10-15 minutes it just stopped, the green field outside the main hall could be seen again as i was in M1 for maths.

after lunch and I was in Bio class, it snowed again but this time with big snowflakes! It was tremendoursly beautiful, seeing it fall from above like white ashes onto the green grass, the color just suits so well.

It stopped again after 10-15 minutes and some could still be seen falling from the tree branches onto the ground, like the way dandelions fall in the air. Andy & Nat took pictures & videos, hope they'll post it up :)

I finished my school day with maths again, and here comes snowy, again. big & heavy, which lasted around the same time too. Now the green field has turned white in just that couple of minutes, this gloomy place has just been brighten up with snow, making my evening less gloomy & sober, perfect for a picture but unfortunately my stupid useless phone cant detect it's own camera. :(

The thing is, this happens all the time here in UK according to Mr Evans, so a few pictures missed wouldn't be a regression.

The only problem now is that we'll all have to freeze our asses off while walking back to our houses
:S

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...and now its night time and the view was just extraordinary

it used to be just a blank black piece of field with
skeletal leafless trees behind my house but tonight was different, i saw a grass field! it had grass and all along i thought it was a blank piece of nothing.

the
moon shine so bright it was my light of the night, and it wasn't lonely at all as it was accompanied by many thousands and millions of bright shiny stars

it wasn't blur, because the clouds did their job well as they surrounded the moon with just the right distance so as to allow the moon's beautiful light shine upon concord..

It was exactly like a drawn picture, just more realistic.



Friday, January 29, 2010

ain't it cute :)

Tuesday, January 26, 2010


I'M PISSED!
>:(

Saturday, January 23, 2010


Tell me, what bio test only gives you freakin 40 minutes to finish it
unless its a 1 question paper but in this case its 6 questions

Who would freakin finish a 6 structured question (almost SPM standard) for bio test in 40 minutes

freakin bloody 40 minutes for some freakin bloody LONG 6 structured freakin bloody bio questions

how the hell am i suppose to answer my Bio questions properly within 40 minutes

well maybe you can do it, but just scribble i guess, wats the point then.

FREAKING 40 MINUTES for FREAKIN 6 FULL STRUCTURED BIO QUESTIONS!
WAT THE HELL IS THAT
!

Thursday, January 21, 2010

so basically every wednesday was suppose to have free time after lunch which is around 1+pm...

but since we were the new Jan intake students we had to undergo the same suffer the Sept intake students went, i.e. taking the Intelligent test & ISCO test.

apparently our parents paid 400pounds for the IQ test & 300pounds for the ISCO test so its kinda waste if we dont take it

we had to like answer all these weird questions within a limited time and you can only start and stop whenever the people in charge tells you too, if u cant finish answering, just simple cross the answers for the ones you havent answer
but i couldn't be bothered XS

it started at 1.20pm and ended at 4.25pm, dont ask me why the test was so long it just was

CS mumbled he wanted a refund in the mid of the ISCO test

Dhiren (an indian-chinese) speaked cantonese so not to let the other europeans understand what he's saying, and what he said was freaking funny, srsly he can speak cantonese!

Michael listen to his iPod eventho the superviser keep telling him not to

my mom called me in the mid of the test and of course i told her i was having this test...
mom : OH really?! ........(unvoiced pause)........ what test u having?
me : er..this intelligent test...
mom : i thought u alrdy had it last week? so many one ah?
me : er....yea......
mom : oh ok...
as u can see i keep 'er-ing' bcuz i was listening to the instructions that lady was giving and my mom kept talking to me on the phone, wth XD

mom : so u having the test now is it?
me : er....yea...
mom : ok la ok la, i cal u later
me : er...ok...
mom : aiya u having test now ah? er, nvm ah i e-mail u...
me : aiya ok la ok la!
mom : ok har, i e-mail u lah
me : ok!
ok thats it i hung up the phone

i thought when i gave the hint 'in the mid of a test' my mom was suppose to like 'OH ok sry sry' and hang up the phone, instead she goes and ask me whether i AM having the test now WTH!
come to think of it my family's actually quite lifeless XD

OH and there was this part where u need to redraw the half-given-drawn picture and give a name for it, so there was this pic given :

and this was the first question i answered



...i redrew it...

i named it 'penis'

AND there was also this part where they give you the 2 middle letter of a 4-letter-word and ask u to fill in the first and last letter of the word,
eg. _IM_ <-- CS answered PIMP

of course i was definitely looking for _UC_ but unfortunately there isnt any :(

this test is just to see which career suits u and there'll be like a one-to-one interview with each students nex week, haih another wednesday that i cant go to town D:

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i'm glad i knew them :D












Wednesday, January 20, 2010


some say the people were repairing the internet

others say the internet is too damn slow and it's just not worth using it

the one beside me says they're trying to improve the internet connection, to make it better she doesn't know

the other one beside me says it's either down or busy

I stared at the person in front of me, "( was all the expression she could show

I stared back at the white blank screen on my laptop, after 10 minutes of impatient wait

I rolled my eyes up and knocked my forehead on the table
GODAMMIT WHY WOULD CONCORD WANNA BLOCK FACEBOOK!

Monday, January 11, 2010


spend almost the whole day in sports hall today

cooked dinner in the student kitchen

hard time finding those fcuking utensils & plates, bowls, fork & spoons...but none was found

me & CS had to use the same and only one stir-fry ladle in the entire kitchen & it was hard time

feeling cold the entire cooking process & I on all the stoves just to get the heat out of them & held our hands over the pot of steaming vegetables
all because there was also no fcuking heater in the ginormous student kitchen

Dhiren was sick & had to wear CS's jacket even when he was wearing 3 layers or his own jackets...

freezed our ass off while eating our cooked meal

me & CS & others shivered while holding our spoons trying to ladle the food

the food turned cold only after a while

somehow or rather we kept chatting & laughing

me & Ken kept eating so not to waste food

in the end Lynus, Alax, Dhiren, Raymond & a few others washed the dishes while i ran back to E-house to have a long hot shower & that felt gooooooooooodd
thx guys XD

shared chocolates with my roommate

had quite some fun today :)

hope you'll have a safe trip back to KL mami, love you!

Friday, January 8, 2010

school starts, or should I say College..starts..

wah still not use to changing *school* --> *college*

and soon it'll be *college* --> *University* XS

time passes really fast & one thing for sure I miss home very very VERY much!

i miss everything, my home, my family, my mom, my brother, my friends! my room, my bed, my plushy toys! my dog, my house TV, the food, the weather, the jog, the driving! my high school, my bathroom....aaahhhh thers so many that i miss!

sometimes I really feel like crying out missing everything, leaving for UK means leaving all the bad pasts behind me & starting a new life here in college

I'm really scared i can't cope with my studies, & the most I fear is failing to get to know new friends & teachers, I'm so scared I'll be left out & being alone all by myself

I'm starting to get use to the cold weather over here in UK but i think CS is still having trouble breathing when doing sports in this cold weather...hope he can get use to it

One more thing is that the phone line here sucks like shit & crap! I only get like 1 bar in my room max 2 bars..

& the internet connection really sucks! I already *investigated* that everytime 9.50pm-10.30pm the internet surely jumps, thts y my MSN keeps going on & off pff~

started Bio lessons today & guess wat, i cant understand a word she says, & i definitely wont call that teaching

she treats us like kids & shows all the sign movements expecting us to answer, & we wonder whether she'll keep doing the hand movements til we answer but if we don't? that'll definitely b a laughter XD

for example a hole in the heart

Dr. Bonella : thers a mixture of blood when theres a... *holds her 2 hands up curling the thumb & the 2nd finger, sth like the OK sign*...
a moment of silence, well maybe not a moment...
Andy : hole?
Dr. Bonella : correct!
me : look to the left, =.="

and she has this french or italian accent which i cant understand, and when she talks she gets softer & soon her voice fades off, starting another topic WTH

& she doesnt even know like a LOT of scientific terms,
Dr. Bonella : ur body cells needs thing, thats why the blood gets things & gets rid of things
me : look to the right =.="

i dont even think i can call her "Dr." anymore

for maths? Mr. D.Evans just kept talking bout bananas, apples, pears and onions, interesting part is he says he's gonna teach us tomatoes, lemons, mangoes, passionfruits & many other fruits WTH
& he pronounce bananas as "benanaes" i cant help but kept laughing

I wished for time to pass slower for the last 2 years but now how i wish time will just go past faster every second but it doesnt seem to be happening

I can't wait to go home!

Sunday, January 3, 2010


Extraordinary Measures
Old Dogs
Iron Man 2
How To Train Your Dragon
Brothers
Furry Vengeance
Cop Out
Knight and Day
The Last Song
Percy Jackson & The Olympians: Lightning Thief
Leap Day
Remember Me
Inception
Youth In Revolt
When In Rome
Shrek Forever After
Death At A Funeral
D13.Ultimatum
Daybreakers
The Imaginarium of Doctor Parnassus
The Other Man
Did you Hear About The Mogans
SALT
The Lovely Bones
Sorcerer's Apprentice
Grown Ups
Funny People
Letters To Juliet
I Love You, Man
To Save a Life
Spy Next Door
Beastly
Greenberg
Me And Orsen Welles
Wonderful World
The Road
Carriers
Law Abiding Citizen
Frozen
Ricky
Everybody's Fine
Tron Legacy

Movie Time!